I am flooded. My thoughts are drowning me and consuming me whole. Have you ever had your mind so set on something, and when it even remotely has the possibility of being removed from your life, you can't get your mind off of it? I'm not talking about something small like winning an award or crap like that, I'm talking about loosing something that is so dear to you, so fragile that if lost, may never return to you again. Well that's what is happening to me. I'm still up at 12:22 AM and I'm still thinking about the same thing! I can't fall asleep because it bugs me so much. My future and the future of this situation is at steak. I sometimes don't feel as though I have any control over my life because if I did, things would work out differently. I think that I have no say in this matter at all. And God is doing this for some weird reason that I won't understand for years to come....it's hard....to let this go....to stop thinking and desiring more than what I have in this situation. I need to think about the opposite side of the situation rather than my own, and I have been trying to do that, but it doesn't work out...maybe I'm just too stubborn to see what really needs to be done....I don't know.
Lord, thank you for your grace, thank you for the love that you show. I don't understand Lord. Please give me direction to what needs to be done. Open my eyes to your will and show me the future for this situation. Guide me and protect me in all that I do. Thank you Father. Amen
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I know exactly what you mean, Buddy. God will reveal what he wants for you in time. He's done it many times for me, as well as for you. I know it.
ReplyDeleteGod I pray for Jordan and I ask that you give him guidance and counseling through his rough times. I ask that you send your guardian angels to protect and comfort him in his time of need. I ask that you send my peace and happiness that he may be comforted. I know not of what circumstance he speaks of but he knows you are the Almighty God who can take care of all of our dilemmas. In nomine patre, filii et spiritus sancti. Amen.