Update?

Life is started to feel well....chaotic....I'm an 18 year old dude going off to college and I'm still confined to the walls of my household stuck with the parentals....it's not that I hate my parents, I'm just 18 and I want to be with the people I chill with. I'm never going to see most of them again and I want to chill with the people who influenced me the most. But anyway that's just the rantings of an upset teen. On to more subordinate topics. I'm getting lazy. Senioritis? No. Just laziness! I can see the end, taste it; but yet I'm so far away from it. I desire to be there but sadly I am not. And I'm getting lazy. It's not showing in my grades but I still can feel it. My work is not my best and I'm procrastinating really really badly....and that is not good. But anyway life is just moving at the speed of a turtle and college is around the corner! My daily routine consists of going to school, working, loving my girlfriend to the best of my ability, with all of my heart, and worrying about the future. So yeah, just thought I would give the world and update on my life. I'm striving towards the future. And can see the finish line, but am not quite there yet. Please please please pray for my laziness! Please!!! God Bless! Oh and by the way I've started writing a novel! Well two actually, one is something that my parents and I have inspired: "What not to talk about at family dinner" title sucks but it gets the point across. And the other doesn't have a title right now but I'll release more details when the outline is drawn up. Ideas are a rumbling in my mind and I have to get them on paper! If you have any ideas in the future about titles for these please comment and let me know! Thank you and God Bless!

-Jbell