Home Again

So I've arrived back home. As I had stated before, this trip with my dad opened my eyes to new things. I feel that I can actually have my father back. To be honest I feel like a complete idiot for ever thinking of my father that way...God wouldn't do that to me, so why should I do that to him? I'm ashamed and shouldn't have ever even done that. Now that I am home, I have to keep the same feelings towards him here, as I had up there. But let me just ask something really fast here before I go: What is the point of divorce? I mean the only thing it does really, is tear into both the husband and wife, and completely annihilates any relationship with the children to the parent they aren't with. I mean just look at my father and I, I wanted nothing to do with him...God works in strange ways people. He brought my father back to me, in the midst of my own pain and hatred. My eyes were unveiled and I saw my father in a new light. I'm lucky...most children can't say that after their parents get a divorce. But anyway...enough rambling. I'm home. And I arrived back with a new understanding of my father. I love him, and forgive him. Please pray for my continued relationship with my father. God Bless.