Some Poems that I wrote over the past month.

Mistake

Thunderous pounding over open land,
Feeling the water pouring down,
Thinking of you this body can only frown
Why can I not pull myself to lend a hand?
I’m ruining us slowly drowning in sinking sand.

The pounding gets harder with each hour,
The water is rushing faster every second,
I cannot begin to express the pain that has becond
This hour of sorrow that has become so sour.
The body is beaten like a dying flower.

Can I not fix what is ours to keep?
Will I not say a word to make you happy?
Can I break this stillness that feels so sappy?
No not I, silence has overcome me I cannot make a peep.
And so I regress; to make you decide what to reap.

I cannot fix what I have done
But time can only repair the damage that has begun.

Broken Love

Senses tight, palms sweating,
Mind sinking, heart bleeding,
I cannot feel the feeling of feelings
I cannot dream and cannot touch these things.
It’s over now, don’t know what to do,
Cannot sleep loosing sense of mind,
Oh, how I dread how I got into this bind.
We chose this path the both of us,
But little did we know, that this would cause stress.
Did we make the right choice?
Can we ever hear each others voice?
Tears are falling, cannot breath,
Watching you go away I cannot leave.
Praying to God to see you again,
I hope so love, until the very end.

Judgement

Turning back faces seen in the past,
I will never remember because it went so fast.
Falling forward can never go back,
This continuous line knocks me off track.
I’m stuck in the whirlpool of selfless oppression,
I find myself falling for an obsession.
“Can I never turn and go away?”
“Will my life come back someday?”
“No,” answers He who knows my name
“Never can you go back the way you came.”
I can not express the guilt I feel,
The judgment that was passed makes me kneel.
I fell so fast and hard you see,
I couldn’t control it, nope, not me.
My sin and shame covered me whole,
Chilling my body, right down to the soul.
I can not tell you how much I regret,
The things I have done to make you forget.
I do not want anymore of the pain inside,
I crave that love that will swallow my pride.
This continuous line knocks me off track,
This thing called time threw me on my back.
I can not remember the faces in the past,
But only remember that time moves fast.
Worry about today for tomorrow may never come,
Because how you live today controls your future sum.

To my Love

Far away so long that cannot be seen
The beauty that prevails hidden in the deep dark corners
Sitting and waiting I lay behind the clear wall before us
Unnoticed by the ones on the other side
The name so precious rolls off of the tongue
Feelings emerge bursting fast flowing emotions
Can I not burst through this wall I see?
Can I not feel the warmth of thee?
But as I wait, I watch the time pass
The feelings I have are nothing but a distant dream
And in my hour of darkness
You rescue me.

You wrap me up in your warm arms
You wash away the devilish feeling of doubt
You bring back the love I once had
For you my love, are the love I have
There is no wall that could hold me back
There is no strength that could break me down
There is only you my love the one I have.